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A Conversation with Jesus

My anxiety spiked recently and I've been having to struggle with it again. Granted it wasn't as hard as before because I have a stronger foundation in Jesus. Not saying it hasn't been difficult mind you, cause it has. But unlike last time where I had no direction on how to deal with it, I know how to use the tools in my arsenal now :) 

Anyway, I was writing in my journal earlier and as with the post  A Love Letter from the King I began having a conversation with God right in my journal. I feel that it would be helpful to someone else so here's the conversation with God :) 


Do you love me, Andrea?

Yes, Jesus, I do love you.

Have I ever failed you before Precious One?

No, Jesus you've never failed me before.

Then why do you doubt me now Dear One? Do you think I would suddenly change my mind about you?

No, Jesus, you wouldn't.

I went to the cross for you Andrea. I gave my very life for you, what causes you to think I'm not going to move Heaven and Earth to protect you? I love you, Andrea. You are precious to me. It hurts my heart when you let your fears hold you captive in prisons that I've already given you the keys to. Dear One, you suffer needlessly, you allow your fear to rule your life instead of me. I broke all the chains on the cross. When you came to know me as your Savior, the chains were broken for you. Why do you hold onto them? Why do you carry these burdens around unnecessarily? I came to give you life! Peace! Joy! Hope! My darling precious daughter, I've given you a mind that analyzes to be used for me. It is not for you to sit and think about your fears turning them over and over in your mind. I gave you a highly creative mind to be used for me, not to give a voice to your fears. Stop allowing fear to use your creativity as a weapon against you. Don't listen to the voices of fear, the ones trying to pull you back into the pit of despair. Even though it may not feel like it, you are making progress, keep climbing! Don't look back! The things you fear are merely mist, shadows, I am with you. I'm holding the rope as you climb up the wall of the pit. You may slip sometimes but don't let that discourage you. Keep your eyes on me and you will make it through. I love you my dear one, my Andrea who I created especially for a specific purpose. Don't let the voices of fear tell you otherwise.

My peace I give you, not as the world gives. Don't let your heart be troubled, I have overcome the world. I love you! You are precious and beautiful to me!

Love,
 Jesus

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